this feels weird
hey anon! hi, habeeb this side. if you are in your mid 20's and confused about your life, you have arrived at the right place. i feel the same. its tiring, confusing, and most of the times idk wtf is going on in my life. i feel like an observer. who just observes what is going on and just has one responsibility that is to react. lately i have been , yk trying out different ways, to escape reality. well lemme say this that nothing has been working for me lol. i feel as if i have been a fraud my entire life. i did my bachelors, learnt absolutely nothing there, made a switch to ai and since then i kinda feel as if ive been living someone else's life. idk why but this is not me. idk what im crazy passionate about. what i wanna get mad pursuing. is living a normal life where you have a normal routine and a normal job insane these days. i open x.com and there is everyone hustling like mad and i feel so overwhelmed, feels like shit tbh. so i decided to rant about my life and my experiences here. one blog, every single day, so that if someone is going through the same, they can relate to it, maybe i might figure it out down the line and this blog thing might help you out when you are reading it.
inspied by neel nanda.